♞.

#187 Free! ..... or not.

2011-12-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

So yeah. The major thing is pretty much over and I've been doing what I've wanted these two weeks! But I've yet to finish them ^^;;

First first first of all! MO.A!! Honestly to me the seats were pretty far and I wasnt that happy with it, it was like I'm just there to enjoy the music (well technically I am, but hur). I couldnt really see any of them upclose but thanks to Sam's camera I could catch their glimpses ^o^ But it was practically like a mini concert for Super Junior. On our side it's just me and Vivienne cheering and singing songs to all the groups performing. Frankly my climax was during B1A4. I was so excited to listen to them! But yeah, their performance got cut shorter and such, hmph. Anyhow generally I was pretty happy. New friends and once again meeting tlist. :) Really thank you Aliaa for keeping the Wooyoung Halloween card though we couldnt meet. ^^

Here's a Gongchan for you, but her post are mostly Baro and CNU ㅋ

Taken from © http://100320.blogspot.com, Heekmah

2. A quarter of my painting is done, gonna have to finish it for CNY. Koi fishes! I havent even started on the fishes orz D1 and D4.

3. I've also started reading novels I bought a while ago, When God was a Rabbit and 88 Killer.

4. And then I've of course, cleared out my study desk and closet to make place for new items.

5. Besides that I've watched Scent of a Woman and still have lingering feelings for the drama ;3; Sobs at all the amajjing. I'm on episode 7 in Flower Boy Ramyun Shop now, then I will rewatch Goong!

6.There are quite some movies I want to watch too, so far I've seen Happy Feet 2 and Alvin and the Chipmunks 3. The first one was nice and all touchy feely, as for the latter... just soso. I'm looking forward to Sherlock Holmes 2, I really liked the first movie, I hope it doesnt disappoint me.

Thing is 2011 is coming to an end soon and I have yet to finish the things I want to do in this 2 weeks, minus driving lessons though. Why? Will be leaving for National Service on January 2nd. Oh... how exciting. :/ Absolutely hating that this is happening to me, NS is just cockblocking all my plans and I am not happy with it. I really wanted to go to Singapore and meet noona... So what if theyre giving out money for us to attend it. I just dont want to attend this programme. But but but! Things to look forward to is that mom might bring us to Australia after that!

Alright, in a nutshell, I am a boring person. :'D

#182 Semi-hiatus.

2011-12-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

30/7/2011
Just usual shit going on
Dreading and being cranky
Um. Yeah.

Coming back when I have things to express.
Or complaints if you'd like.

Chained and isolated until December 1st.
End.

#186 three days to go. (or less)

2011-11-11T15:47:00.001+08:00

I cant concentrate.

End of story.

#185 random 요정 thought.

2011-10-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

요정; ELF.

Since 08 I have been one and even though I'm trailing off having other groups as my bias, I still consider myself as a 요정. Since SJ was the one that got me into Kpop I have just gotten really emotionally attached to them. For those who doesn't understand might consider things like this stupid or childish. Some might even call this 'cheating', but that's ridiculous. Even though I get interested in other groups yet I always would stroll back and listen to SJ again. Sometimes I feel like I don't love them as much as I do back then, and it's true, yet I still am attached to them, very dearly. Over these 2-3 years I have seen them grown and amazingly gotten overrated and popular all over the world, controversies and other things. And there's just always a place in my heart that would fit all 15 of them, all 15. I've never regretted once of being a 요정 in between all that. To be honest, no idol groups last forever. They might comeback in the future for some kind of collaboration or project, but it's no use lying to yourselves, no idol groups last forever (physically). I still love them very much and will continue supporting them as a 요정, as long as I promise to believe.

endlessxsky @ deviantart

#184 overly amused at a kid

2011-08-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

or not a kid, a form 3 malay girl. and i am absolutely not trying to be a racist.
apparently she appeared out of nowhere, and is friends with some of my classmates.
just suddenly we knew she likes a chinese boy in our class lol.
he doesnt even care about her and pretend she doesnt exist. :|

we always stay back at school to study, when the guy stayed back she also did and i practically saw her staring at him, not to mention she just took a chair and sat in front of him.
bold much?

the other day he stayed back and sat with me, it was okay that time, the first time she saw us together.
then last monday she saw him with me and told our other classmate she was jealous and then she told us.
after school she saw me again and asked where 'my boyfriend' was.
he's practically scared of her, he doesnt even stay back anymore lol.

today she was also at the library.
just suddenly she turned her head back and asked me "are you and that guy dating?"
i swear i can laugh forever. i just told her off, and she made that killing pose with her hand on the neck :/
she's kind of obsessive over my classmate.....
and i have no idea why.

the guy's not bad actually. he's tall and has really white skin ;~;
plus he also speaks english kekekkeke

this is the first time someone is jealous l o l o l o l o l

#183 you ass

2011-08-06T01:01:00.004+08:00

why dont you try to learn to be mature for once. you brought this upon yourself.
you think life is only having fun? but of course it's not all work and no play. i never said that.
you just need to learn your priorities and what is important to you.
funny, its not like you don't have friends or family. in fact you have ALOT of friends.
family? they don't care? parents don't give a flying fuck?
think about what you've done in the first place.
you're being so simply, you don't try to prove yourself to your parents what you can really do.
you're haven't even tried, you didn't even take the initiative.
i don't understand what you are thinking seriously.
maybe you think i'm the one being a hell of a serious person, someone who only knows study study study 'for a better future'.

what about you?

i'm not trying to give you a lecture, of course, maybe i am a nobody to you, that i have no relation to you and why the hell do i even care.
maybe its just i'm poking my nose in other people's business.
to be honest, i care. i care about my friends.
sometimes i feel like i'm a nobody to my friends, like they don't even care.
i'm pretty sensitive when it comes to attention.
because i'm sick of it. because i'm fugly, nobody even wants to be my friend. all eyes on the pretty one.
i'm invisible to everyone.
did you think i chose to be like this?

who doesn't want to be perfect?

you need to change yourself. take the first step.
i love my friends. they all mean a lot to me, and you are one of them , so i care.
stop being like this. you think nobody understands you?
do you understand me? stop taking things for granted you ass.

try putting yourself in my shoes.

you think i don't get stressed or pressured? do you know what i have gone through?

did you know that i have once thought of suicide back then?

you don't, do you.

i don't know why am i even writing this. i just needed to let out my anger.
but i doubt you'll listen. you don't even care.
you think you're the right one the whole time.
why don't you try listening to other people for once?

stop being such a fucking shit.

#181 Feeling wonderful.

2011-06-12T15:49:00.028+08:00

Had a really wonderful time with my trolls for these few days. I cannot remember when was the last time I've sweated so bad....... and smell like shit. Maybe I always did.

21 May 2011, 2AM Showcase @ Wisma MCA.

28 May 2011, Hari Belia Malaysia @Putrajaya.

10 June 2011, U-Kiss Album Showcase @ Pavilion.

In 6 months, I have met 6 Korean artistes. I am good job. orz

#180 Gonna be busy,

2011-05-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

But in a good way. n____n 2 more subjects to go and midterms will be over, just that they're my weakest subjects ever, Physics and Additional Mathematics. 헉!

If I'm lucky I'd get to win tickets to see 2AM this Saturday, 21 May for their showcase. And then I'm having an outing on the last day of examinations at Mid Valley on the 23rd, hopefully I'd get my webcam this day so i can cam with my trolls during the holidays hehe. Then on the 28 I might have the chance to go Putrajaya to see Super Junior M for Hari Belia! The next day, 29th there will be a mini gathering for BBCs hehe, I can't wait to meet everyone. Thank you Viv hyung for fetching me there! ♡ And going outings with trolls this holiday too, right!

By the way I'm looking forward to learning the keyboard, yes! From a friend though, she's also just started and only know the basics. But yeah ^----------^

Plus mom and I have already planned on outing for the holidays which is going to be next fortnight lol. We'll be heading to Sungei Wang to check out the pet store and dine at T-bowl eheh.

♪♫ ♪♫ ♪♫ ♪♫ ♪♫ ♪♫ ♪♫♫♫♫♫ n__n

#179 It's here! ONEWAY!

2011-05-17T20:37:00.001+08:00

Yes! My ONEWAY CDs are here! After much trouble and inconvenience along the way ehe. They're here ♡ Both autographed, Rainy Days and One Way Street. I won them from a giveaway from Bumpthis. n__n Thank you~

#178 I love English lesson the most.

2011-05-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

Because it is the only lesson I'm pretty much better at other students in class. ^^;; I'd be the busiest during English lessons because that's when I'd be the busiest - trying to do my work with more than 2 friends asking me meanings and translating in Chinese/Malay for them.

Yes. My life. I am a walking dictionary. But really, I get so frustrated when I can't write properly when I have my creative juices flowing but classmates are all bothering me. And thus sometimes I get really mean I will just say I don't know the meaning when I see a word sophisticated enough for them LOL. -_-

BUT MOST OF ALL, THE LOVE ENGLISH LESSON BECAUSE IT'S LIKE MY MINI KPOP CLASS!

Oh yeah Kpop class. There was this once when a guy in class said Super Junior and everyone looked at me. They turned their heads and stared at me as if I'm an alien, how great.

Besides, I've used names in my essays. There's Jay Park and Wooyoung, plus Jeesu recently. I've written about idol stars and fandoms last year, essay questioned "Stars". I've included names of bands into it too, obviously. Super Junior, 2PM, One Way, f(x), Big Bang.

Anyways, it's May 16 and it's public holiday tomorrow...... BEAST ALBUM RELEASE! Just a few more minutes! Watch me spam twitter lmao.

#177 Just a coincidence?

2011-04-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

This year's literature study is titled "Step by Wicked Step", story about broken homes - stepdads, stepmoms, what not. In midst of studying it I actually realised something, that actually my close/best friends are all from single families. Trufax.

The first was during Primary 1. She was closest to me when I first came to the school. Her mother died after having her brother. She was raised by her father and grandmother. 2 years later she moved, so I got another friend. She didn't start out from a single family at first. I have seen her parents, and they are absolutely wonderful. It was Primary 5. Her dad was overseas. Later on her family found out that he was gone, though I'm not sure how or why.

At the same period I was really close to a guy friend. He was always gloomy, he never liked smiling. I remember asking him why and he told me there are no reason to smile. He lost his mom of cancer. He started pouring everything to me and started a blog to write about 2 or 3 entries on his life and family, how he hated everyone and things.

Then it was secondary school. Another new friend of course, already knew she was from single family once I met her. Her parents divorced and living with her mom and brother, dad sending in money once a month, but does not meet the family. A lot of things happened, she shares the stories with me, all she could feel is disappointment in her dad. She's working hard so she'll get successful and take good care of her mom and brother. Apparently she's doing a much wonderful job than me in school.

And here comes a buddy. I love her so much, we just got along naturally and within days we were already sharing about our life. Yes, she lost her dad a few years ago from cancer. She's very strong inwardly, and I'm really proud of her.

Somehow a coincidence? These are not just my friends, they're all my closest friends. And no, I'm not from a single family though. I don't know what to feel about this.

#176 embarassing.

2011-03-31T20:19:00.000+08:00

I dislike showing my vulnerable side to other people, no matter who they are. I never wanted people to see my soft side, I'd rather show them the arrogant me.

I didn't sleep well, then I woke up with a headache. I thought it was just because I slept late. My throat hurt from binging on everything I see the other day (totally my fault :p) and head keeps spinning. I still wanted to attend school so I could finish my orals. I was thinking I'd just hold on until the end of the day for it then only I'll skip the extra classes.

But.. guess I couldn't hold it in. Since the first period I have been lying down on the table and not touching the works teacher is telling me, before the second period ended she came and asked me if I'm okay. I told her I'd just go home.

She ordered the class monitor to bring me down to the office to call my parents. I did, after walking a few steps I vomitted in front of teacher's staff room. T---------T

There goes the monitor patting my back. She asked if I was okay, I just asked her to help me get my bag down and I'll go clean myself up. Sobs.

Well, at least no teacher saw me.

And i wanted to go school today! Physics rocket project where I can launch the rockets we made huhu. u___u

#175 super show 3.

2011-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Self explanatory post title.

I was at the Rock Pitt area, my legs hurt when it was over but I say it was definitely worth it.

First member I saw REALLY upclose was Jungsoo. I just.. his face. ;A;

There were so many moments, from Henry's solo to Mimi's solo. From bullying Hyukjae and philtrum touchings. From Donghae's "When I see your face~" to Heechul's "This is a horse. This is a pumpkin."

5 jib and Super Show 4, hello.

#174 i like messing with people.

2011-02-19T15:05:00.002+08:00

Esp this kid hahaha my buddy.

In these 5 years we've been friends, this is the third/fourth time she's getting another boyfriend. Just when she was telling me about her boy's friend who never dated before, she ended with "Just like you." I was like 8D /wiggles eyebrows/ HOW DO YOU KNOW? and then she just stares at me trying to make me tell her everything lolololol.

Then the bell rang we had to line up, she keeps looking at me, "come on telllll me. i told you about mine!" Well I didnt ask you to tell >_>

Earlier today at tuition while waiting for the van to come I was texting classmate, he told me something funny that happened and I giggled, she glared and said loud "Who are you texting? YOUR BOYFRIEND??"

I can only troll at her face. 8D

#173 trolling at bio teacher's house

2011-02-08T20:32:00.004+08:00

we be trolling at teacher's house lol.

we went after school straight to her house in her car. we reached and we all did was eat. eat eat and eat. her husband came down and we're like 'UNCLE' (but he's not that old actually, just didn't know what to call him) and our teacher was like. "TROLOLOL HELLO UNCLE" at his face its freaking hilarious haha. we got 5bucks angpau heheh.

we were sent home at 5+. no actually we had to wait for a friend's parent to come fetch us back, so she sent us to Jusco nearby because her house's like, 'deep' into the area haha. Then she treated us coffee at Old Town \o/ because there's no Starbucks. ): /curses.

#172 Digi Kpop Party 2011

2011-01-15T23:37:00.004+08:00

Had fun, but the party was seriously short. Didn't expect it to end so early. I have fail fancams because I was flailing so hard, so hard to concentrate on them live while trying to take a picture. My love for GNA is growing ;~; She's just so freaking adorable I don't know how to explain ):

EVERY TIME I TRY TO TAKE A PICTURE OF JUNHYUNG, I FOCUSED REALLY NICE AND THEN HE TURN AWAY OMG /KICKS/

My favourite pictures, or preferably the only clear ones I took -_-

Jihyun~

ninja!doowoon ehhe.

It's not clear, but look at Doojoon properly, he was doing the epic face! 8D

It's Hyunseung. ITS HYUNSEUNG! /proud/

#171 It's a whole new year.

2011-01-01T23:36:00.007+08:00

Hello 2011.

But it seems like just the same every other year. One year just comes and goes. Still the usual routine everyday even if it's a new year. Nothing big. New Year resolutions? Do I even stick to them? Sigh.

This year is going to be tad different, I suppose. But still same old same old, all because of a freaking government exam that will change your life forever.

I have nothing else to say.

#170 MYB2UTYS gathering

2010-12-26T23:35:00.007+08:00

My first ever gathering, and I have to say it was awesome. Besides the fact I was having a really bad hair and wardrobe day, yeah.

The people were friendly, games were exciting, performance was cool. I got to meet a few new friends, you outgoing people haha.

My ticket/order, number #1! Supposedly the number is used to lucky draw to be in the games. Because I am such a coward and is lucky that day I was not called. Yes.

Precious Junseob cake and cupcakes. ;~;

Members on the day of gathering! A lot, yes a lot. I dare you spot me. OTL

I would be forever alone if Veeni and Dawn didn't come along lol. Seriously you guys made me laugh a lot. /shootslovearrows ♥ And also to Ssanti gurrr Lizzy lol.

#169 First day of work.

2010-12-02T20:15:00.005+08:00

I was supposed to, I mean I wanted to start next week but Dad was grunting and nagging all over so I went today. First time. First day. All alone. Dad's colleagues. Forever awkward.

Went in at 9am. Sit around, waiting for the lady to sort me out. She came out later on, giving me a stack of bills, last year's bills and told me to calculate them, sort them out in months (when they're already sorted) and I believe these stuff are not important anymore but there's nothing for a kid like me to do, so... :/

I finished half before lunch, then dad came in and took me for lunch downstairs at the food court with his colleagues. Was so freaking glad my brother came long, if not, FOREVER AWKWARD. I didn't even say anything to the uncles when I ate except blabbing to my brother. ._.

Dad said I could use his computer a while when I head up after eating, if lunch time is not over yet. I resumed work at 1.30pm+ though and finished at 4+. Work time doesn't end till 6. I gave the stuff to the lady and told her to tell me when she needs me (but I doubt).

So I sat outside, ready to fall asleep any minute, but there's this colleague over there who can see me clearly so I can't even nap a while. Geez. ): I was seriously going to fall asleep. So I meddled with the stuff on the table and this is what I did.

Blurring company stamp for privacy purposes. rofl. Seriously. Then Dad called around 5, told me to tell the lady I'm going with him (he's downstairs waiting). And so I went home.

And whined and whined and rolled around and so I didn't go back to work ever since.

NEVER.

#168 Who needs iPhone 4, we have iPhone 6!

2010-11-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

After a long wait we Lumpies finally have a Starbucks date outing together!

I thought I would be late since I had to go to brother's majlis but apparently I was the earliest, lol. I was hating Vivienne on the bus because I thought she would be there already but she haven't even brushed her teeth. ._.

Reached Starbucks at around 11.30AM to see Enne stressing over Add Maths with her fried brain. Fibbled with her books and made her give me her notes after SPM >:D And then Tiffany and her brother arrived with Laura. They ordered their drinks and Tiff and I were laughing at the fact that a 13 year old is at the same height as a 21 year old. Kay. Now I officialy want Enne's DSLR.

Caramel Frap

It was awkward with Laura at first but it was better later on. We waited for Ying which means we sat there for 1-2 hours. Haha. We were just hiding there with our heads down, epic Ying trying to spot us. And I thought we were being so obvious! Dying lol. Mian. XD

Laura so adorable ;-;

Later on we went to the monorail to get the Pavilion and check out Uniqlo. Klang people so pro with their way and I really cannot believe I am from KL. My friends and I have to get out and explore instead of being at the same place everytime lol. We're like people from Kampung. But.... our kampung is KL anyway rofl.

Stupid big cube freaked us out on the way to Uniqlo. We forgot to visit Fahrenheit88. ): Uniqlo is nice, I was there but the t-shirts but there were only some! Maybe they are hiding the stocks so that they can sell them at normal prices after pormotion is over. rofl. Mostly heat generating clothes, fleece jackets etc. The pants are nice though, but I really doubt they have my size and they're really expensive. Enne got her stuff and we went off to Pavilion.

Walked out, checked out lots of clothes stores. Honestly I liked the clothes so much, but mainly the problems are size and price. Lol okay poor people is poor. We found a dress for Laura and it looked SUPER CUTE on her but she didn't get it. ): You gotta use your height wisely Laura. XD But it's okay, since it's her choice. BUT ITS LIKE SUPER NICE AND CUTE ON HER. /flails

Then we walked back to Uniqlo to see the clothes again. It was 5PM and then Ying, Tiff and her bro had to go. It's too bad, really. ): Later on we walked back to Pavilion. lol. Back and forth. I was supposed to be home at 5PM at first, but then mom called and said they are not going to wait for me. So I get to hang out later than expected. :D

We decided to get back to Times Square to have dinner. We were like...... completely lost. /coughcoughcough/. Managed to get back anyway. XD Enne and I brought Laura to Mystar but we totally lost interest due to tired legs and empty stomach.

Decided to get dinner at Hankuk Ramyun, I have no idea how long we looked for the place lmao. Best thing is. IT DOESNT HAVE TAX ROFLMAO. Later on we walked about Times Square, Laura bought Pepero at this Korean Food Fair, Enne and I bought Ice-cream. We got busted trying to get into FOS eating them lol.

There was this 3 shirts for RM45 promotion going on but I couldn't fit so.. yeahhhhhhhhhhhh. I always have to try the shirts on before buying them. But I really liked this shirt ;------------------------;

Eat, Tweet, Sleep, Repeat~

It was getting late, we said our goodbyes. We shall meet again yo, after SPM! ♥

©pictures from Laura's blog

Thank you many kamsa for the keychain Lauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ♥

#167 i procrastinate.

2010-10-27T15:48:00.005+08:00

Self explanatory post title. I don't really blog a lot, do I? When things happen irl, I actually have a lot to say and post, but when I sit down and think, I can't really get back the feelings to type what I intended to. Pretty much why I don't have a lot to post and say. :/ But I doubt people stop by and check out once in a while.

In a nutshell;

1. Finals are over. This pretty much means 24 hour dramas and shows and tweeting.

2. New desktop. Dad wouldn't agree to a laptop. ):

3. School's almost over. Last day is next Tuesday. \o/

4. I don't like my tuition. I have never been to one take gives off so much work and pressure. It should be good for us I guess, but I don't like it.

4. Mom almost got scammed 300 thousand bucks this morning.

5. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho. On EP13. Awesome series. So is All My Love. WGM sitcom, damn hilarious.

6. F.Cuz comeback, BEAST comeback, Wonbin comeback, who else? ♥

7. SPM is less than 365 days away.

Last but not least,

Starbucks date tomorrow and we're heading to Uniqlo omfg I can't wait! :D

#166 the awesome bucks.

2010-09-27T19:37:00.002+08:00

Because Starbucks is one of the most awesome things in the world,

and so is Starbucks Club.

Let's go Starbucks on Christmas ♥

#165 i want to stop failing ):

2010-09-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

I think I'm going to break down or something. This time's exam grades are no better than the first one. No matter how hard I try, nothing good just seem to happen. I know it's just me being lazier by time considering I have a lot to manage right now (excuses?). Of course there are times where I tell myself I would try harder the next time round but just, I don't have the motivation. I do feel worse about myself when everyone around me are surpassing my grades. I'm just thissssssssssssssss close to failing Add Maths. Again. Yay. To think I used to be first in class in my earlier high school years. The lowest I've gotten so far was 17 - last year. I do get pressure hell yeah, parents, siblings, friends and teachers. Things always never seem to work out. It's so frustrating. I don't even what I want in life. I don't even have an ambition. It's not wrong..... is it.

#164 speechless.

2010-08-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

I'm deprived lately. I don't know what though. I just feel sick and stuff. I don't like it. Perhaps I should stop keeping things to myself. But it's not like it's good to tell it out anyway. The moment school's out I'll probably be rotting at home on my bed. That's life for me. I'd love to be on the computer though. But ugh. Spyware appearing out of nowhere.

Thing is I'm still using my 348608 year old PC that has not been upgraded even once. Microsoft Word 2003 anyone? Windows XP. Nothing works. Everything lags. EVEN A SINGLE GAME OF PET SOCIETY, I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING ELSE RUNNING! It gets stuck. It crashes. Dad is still not upgrading the system. Is still not getting me a laptop or something to make my life easier. Trust me, even doing simple assignments on this PC suck. I didn't even use up half of my local drive! I've been wanting to crash it into pieces lately. Seriously. Kick and smash it into tiny bits.

Why can't you guys see me in a different way than before. I'm not a kid anymore. We aren't kids anymore. People change. Maybe it's just me being sensitive. It really hurts though sometimes. Perhaps I'm just an alien from who knows where. I really wonder sometimes if I mean anything to you guys, even just a simple friend.

#163 haunted p2.

2010-08-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

So nothing much happened today, just that for the first period the Muslims were to read prayers. We were told that the school has called the priests to come on Thursday, we would be divided into our religion and have a quick pray. :|

The rumours heard for the time being:

Apparently many drowned at this lake nearby, and that the ghosts came from this lake, that's why when the students were possessed they were ice cold.
This ghost came from this tree which was cut down, so the ghost is now roaming around.

This is a funny one:
My friend lives at the apartment next to the school. When she looked down from her apartment, she saw a student which was unconscious and was being carried. Apparently this student just suddenly jumped down and started doing silat (malay self defense art like taekwondo). ROFL.

And hey! It did come out in the news. Lulz. Here, here.

#162 haunted.

2010-08-02T10:06:00.002+08:00

I am very, very, very creeped out right now.

Was an ordinary day until things happened at school earlier today. The usual assembly. During the national anthem, I saw something black walking/running at the hall in front of us, I thought it was a student (I HOPE IT REALLY WAS) trying to sneak in because he was late. Few seconds later this girl from the next form yelled. I couldn't see, but then everyone started pushing my way trying to get away. The teachers rushed to the site, and then we were all moved up to our classes. A Malay girl was possessed.

AN: I think I just heard a really loud yell from outside. Omfg. And and the school is making an announcement through a really loud speaker right now. Afternoon session is canceled.

When everyone was in class we started talking about what happened. Apparently the girl was sitting down with her legs crossed, her scarf taken off and her hair was all over her face. She was moving back and forth. A teacher tried to stop her but the teacher got possessed, then she cried and fainted. The Malay girl ran away but was caught, fortunately. That's what we heard. We were like "Oh so creepy" and then thought school would remain as usual later on. After a while, 30 minutes or so, a Malay school teacher started reading those 'praying words' through the speaker.

Everyone had to be quiet of course, my friend who was really sensitive with 'those' stuff doesn't feel nice and starts praying herself. She also cried. Not because she was scared but she could feel it. Moments later another yell was heard, from a class on my floor. Everyone wanted to rush and see but then we kept put, it's much safer. We continued doing or stuff.I feel sorry for the teachers and prefects for their responsibility on these stuff. They were running around, sweats wetting their whole shirt.

Few minutes later one more scream was heard, just next to our class. Later on we could see people out and about through our blurred window. Teachers and students carrying other student. Not only once. A classmate, which was also the Assistant Prefect came back to class and reported that 5 cases already happened, then he went out again.

The praying got louder, everyone was really terrified. This is the first time I'm seeing things happening in front of my eyes to be honest I was really scared. I wanted to go home. The Assistant Prefect came back with a bag of Malay Bible, for Malay students to read. He said that as time goes on there will be more cases so he just asks us to calm down. HOW CAN WE CALM DOWN. D:

To think it was getting uncontrollable, again he came back and told us to pack up and move to assembly hall. I saw a teacher cry too. Teacher separated the Malay and non-Malay student because the victims (I saw) were Malays. Then we were told to calm down and read books. A group of students were carrying a a fainted Malay boy too..

Later on a teacher asked whether who needed to call their parents to go home. A few raised their hands, and then everyone was pretty much sent home. Here I am now, all freaked out. ;p I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, I don't know... Pretty sure many will cut classes too.

#161 The kpop fandom.

2010-07-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, being in the Kpop fandom would be a pain the ass. When their stuffs get really expensive and not really that affordable. When there are fanwars. When things get really complicated in bands. But, those are not the things I'm really mad about.

I believe there are people out there like me who has friends who have gotten into the same fandom recently. I still remember the day this girl asked me who was my favourite singer. Super Junior I said, but she gave me a look, "Who are they? I don't know." And yet now, she's one of the hardcore fans.

I dislike the fact that one song can get them so popular. Around the globe. I don't know why, just. I actually get really annoyed.Whenever Korean stuff are mentioned in my class, or rather, sometimes Super Junior, classmates will call out my name indicating I'm one of the ELFs. I don't like being seen as a fan JUST of Super Junior's. Super Junior here, Super Junior there. I mean, it's so damn annoying. I am a Kpop fan. I am not only a Super Junior fan, please. There are also many bands out there that deserves to be noticed.

Well it's not only the boys. Wonder Girls too. Nobody here, Nobody there. I don't get why JYP has to release 2435654345687 different versions for this song. The songs, are so last year. Yet I do not know why they are only getting hot right now. I don't mean that old songs can't be popular...

And please, at least get to know the NAME OF THE BAND before spazzing over them? "Oh I like this guy very much from that song from that sheeny band or something uhhh I can't recall. He's really cute"

Liking a band, a fandom, a person: do they only mean faces to you? Only liking them because they have drop dead gorgeous looks? That you don't really care about anything else except being cute? Well, that's not my definition of supporting the people I adore.

The fandom is getting really overrated in my place, my country. I don't like it one whole bit. Not at all.

Anyways, things to look our for in September:
- Sushow 3 Presale
- Jay's Fanmeet
And rumoured:
- Hangeng's Fanmeet
- ZEA's Fanmeet

I was just wondering where do I get this lot of greens in such a short time.I don't even have enough for any of them. My priority: Sushow 3. I am still in a dilemma on whose placard should I make. :|

#160 For the past few weeks.....

2010-07-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

For the past few weeks. Yeah.

1. Being a Thailand supporter
Well basically my school is chosen to support Thailand in Rhythmic Gymnastics for the 2nd ASEAN School Games. The first few days we were like :D 'so amazing' and stuff, but later on everyone got bored and brought snacks and books and just enjoy the show rofl. We were supposed to get the blue supporter T-shirt with THAILAND written behind it but on the day the organiser said they gave it to the wrong school and we ended up getting a white transparent shirt with TECHNICAL ASSISTANT written on it. To add that it's EXTRA HUGE wtf. D: It's not like we could do anything, everyone was ))): from that day onwards.

2. ..........................

............. I have this habit of forgetting most of the things that have happened before.

For the next few weeks (or months).

1. Collecting money
For Bonamana, Lucifer, Super Show 3 - and other stuff on my current wishlist lmao.

2. Going to SMKDP's Canteen Day
I was actually in a conflict for a while when my teacher recommended me to go to the Summer Jeopardy Contest at some other college. ._. But since I promised (:D?), I will attend the Canteen Day instead. \o/

3. One whole week of tuition classes ):
Because 3 classes was cancelled for some certain reason, 3 + 2 class of the week = 5 classes D:

4. Finish up The Lovely Bones
I have NO IDEA how long I've been having this book which is not mine lmao. I just hope he wont kill me for having it that long kkk.

5. Write a Keyenne and Mingrim.
Okay I had ideas in my head that very day but I dont know where it went to hide omg D: I'll write them this week... or next.

#159 ♥

2010-07-08T15:36:00.004+08:00

The Rules:
1. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr Search engine.
2. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
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1. First Name - paewhee
2. Favorite Food - salmon sushi
3. Hometown - malaysia
4. Favorite Color - black
5. Celebrity Crush - park jungsoo
6. Favorite Drink - stabucks coffee
7. Dream Vacation - korea
8. Favorite Dessert - chocolate mint ice cream
9. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up - computer programmer
10. What I Love Most In The World - music
11. One Word That Describes Me - fail
12. My ~~LiveJournal~~ Blogger Name - rotteninjas

#158 So BEAST!

2010-06-27T15:56:00.009+08:00

26 June 2010, BEAST Exclusive Showcase in Malaysia.

Big thanks to Ying for her ticket ♥

Showcase starts at 7pm. I reached at 6.30pm? There tons of people (obviously). The guards were crazy I say. The time was delayed for more than an hour. I saw the Astro girl Chen Keat Yoke - she's quite pretty in real life. 8TV's Baki Zainal - so adorable wriggling lol. Nite Live's Mike - so tall *-*. Last but not least Seoulfm's Johnathan - one word; cute. Everyone was getting mad, a lot started to faint - 35 fainted. Some gave up and was seen at KFC at the opposite side rofl. Many were yelling "Open", "T-shirts first", etc.

They only let us in around 8.30pm. The guards didn't care anymore, everyone just rushed in even without checking the tickets. It wasn't numbered seat anyway - it wasn't even seated!! I stood, everyone was pushing. The boys weren't out yet, only BEAST and 4MINUTE's MVs are playing. Everyone was singing along. The girl behind was yelling for no damn reason. Fu, my ears are getting deaf seriously! I had to keep my fingers on my ears until Vivienne came behind me. No more shit high-toned yelling.

The MC came on stage and kept telling us not to be pushing around, but everyone still did. -_- I was literally squished. And there's this smell... ugh. ): I couldn't even move my hands around. I was pretty glad I didn't bring a bag or camera with me, though I really wanted to take some pictures. I couldn't move around! Everyone was practically taller than me, and I only caught glimpses of the boys. Doojoon, Gikwang, Yoseob. I saw some Junhyung Yoseob moment. :3

Wait did I mention I saw a guy with a SNSD lightstick at the showcase.

Yeah, lucky fan alright. The screams when cheering for the boys weren't even as loud as yelling when the boys are singing to the girl, trufax. When 3 girls got on stage to dance to get a chance to take a picture with the boys, I say that Chinese girl deserved it. Her dance were good and also her singing. Although the song was Korean and not everyone knows how to sing. The other Chinese girl was... what's that word... oh yeah - lala. Yes, lala. Not? ): And the Indian girl, looks like she's going cry, but yeah everyone tried their best.

I would die of thirst! I didn't have any money with me either (fail 8D). Until showcase ended and it was the fansigning, lingered around to catch some glimpse of the boys again and I went out. So glad my mom had 100PLUS with her, isotonic drink is just what i need. T^T Walked to the monorail station to go back home. My legs were shaking, stood for long. Well, tiptoe-d for too long. Okay, I hate being short at times like this. My neck was sore. My hair stinks. My body was sticky. Ew. ):

I don't even know if being there was worth it anymore. That feeling of being squished I can barely breath to only catch glimpses of them. ;-;

RT @cherry_fied: junhyung is so mesmerizing in rl omg T^T ♥ "oppa mossisoyo(cool)~" "deh massisoyo(delicious)!? *teasing* he was jk wif me wtf XD ♥♥♥

One last thing: I need contact lenses, damn.

#157 that's cool. haha ♥ noraebang!

2010-06-19T22:55:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I had such a blast today. Even going out with my usual friends weren't this amusing! Noraebang was pure epic, and that Mystar aunty commenting on long hair lol.

Journey - time was just approximately, i forgot kk.

08.45am
Got up, got ready. Afraid i'll be late so i woke this early D:

09.20am
Off to bus stop. Sat and waited a darn 45 minutes for it to arrive.

10.05am
I can't believe its just the second stop and the bus is already full. So yeah stood until halfway through journey then only got a seat. Pfft D: Another 50 minutes.

11.00am
Reached Borders. Looking for Chinese Section to look for Enne. I was hella lost. XD

11.15am
Okay found it, but shes not there. -_- Texted- post office and buying milk rofl. Waited. And waited. And waited. Texted Tiff. Still on the way. Waited. And waited. And waited. Wander around. BORED D:

12.00pm
Looking for Lee Tiff. "Starbucks? Where Starbucks?" "I'm waving a Pink Corby" "Oh there she is" "Shorter but taller". Walk off to Lowyat trying to avoid those `sellers`. Avoiding sellers haha. I say Tiff is pro at these stuff. XD She just said a few sentence and then the guy told her to leave oh hahahah! And no she wasn't cursing rofl.

12.15pm
Finally reached noraebang lol. The waiters just had to come in during the inappropriate time dammi hahaha. Seriously daebak. Enne and her random screams lol. Enne went crazy, kept on filling up the list, it just keeps getting full. XD I'm slowly losing my voice~~~~
Apparently ended at Epik High's Fan ahhaah.

3.10pm
Noraebang over, decided to head back to Timesquare - Mystar. Looking and looking and spazzing and looking. Rofl. Saw Mixstyle headphones, selling for RM88. E to the X to the pensive. Found adorable Ming keychain for noona! Enne found adorable Key chibi keychain. Hyung found candy earphones :D I... want the headphones T-T

Soshi fanboys are something i do not wish to mention but this was pure epic. SNSD Collection Cards. Yes you read right, COLLECTION CARDS. Idk how it looks like inside the packet but yeah. Collection cards. XD They wandered around a while and then went to pay - one guy picked another SNSD related stuff last minute hohoho.

5.00pm
Time's up, everyone's heading back. Last hug :> Went down the stairs to only see my bus leave. JUST WHEN I WAS GETTING DOWN THERE. Great. Our bus is known for being all late and I do not want to sit there for an hour doing nothing, so i went to Lowyat. Theres nothing to explore in Timesquare anymore. :| Gave myself an hour limit to be back.

LOOKING FOR HEADPHONES. DESPERATE. If I dont get it now I have no idea when I can get one. Eventually found 3 stores but none of them had pink star on black base. ): I ended with a black star and white base for RM15. Yes its a fake, i know but the sound isnt really that bad. Buying online would cost me RM45 - also a fake. Bass was also fine. (maybe its because my player had bass option kkk ;p)

(no thats not mine haha)

6.00pm
Did not even wait for 2 minutes and the bus arrived. Glad I did not dawdle for long rofl. Reached home but 7.30pm++ :D I...was hella hungry. I only ate bread for breakfast? Didn't feel like eating in noraebang. HUNGRY.

#156

2010-06-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

i'm scared. no really, i'm scared.

#155

2010-06-16T20:25:00.001+08:00

#154 patience? i have none.

2010-06-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

god, do you really have to do this
are you just trying my patience
i can't hold it in anymore
i think i might just go crazy
please, just.. why
why dont you just kill me in my sleep

it hurts
it fucking hurts

idg what you want more from me
i dont know what you want

why is everyone like this
all of you are just a damn nuisance
nothing in this world is fair

#153 we're crazy

2010-06-06T00:27:00.003+08:00

omglol. we went to eat mcdonalds but my friend got the wrong order. result = 10 packs of fries oh godddd. XD

this is only 1/4 of 5 packs. only decided to take picture after eating rofl.
doesnt look crazy but it really was.

#152 holidays!

2010-06-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

A 2 week holidays is not enough to compensate for a 3 week exams! /madface

Went roller skating yesterday. Second time. So effing scared of falling rofl. But yeah i did. I need to control my balance. A 3 houred skating equals to 2 hurting feet, whole body aching and my right feet is like, cramp. As if it doesnt exist. Also part of the skin on my right feet came out. Pulling it hurts so its just right there ;~; Feels like having something forking it when it gets in contact with water. ;A;

Mom just wouldnt stop bitching about my life. Jeez. How can a 16 year old spend her life when she has the computer available in front of her face.

I also made a FY! tumblr community ♥ FUCKYEAHSJCOUPLES

#151 hurr :>

2010-05-23T14:57:00.003+08:00

You want to see me fall right? (haters)
Like a candle on a windy night
Yeah right, just watch me do this
Take a breath hold tight
I'm never going down without a fight, a'ight?
----hurr idk i like this part a lot.

struggling hard in studies like always. just a part of me like everyone else.
they're lots of album giveaways nowadays huh.
i'm trying my luck on seoulfm's and aa-chan's for SJ's Bonamana (A&B) while MBA for MBLAQ's Y. ;p

#150 hmph

2010-05-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

just because i look all tough and different on the outside,
doesnt mean i am not fragile on the inside.

#149 oh yeah.

2010-05-02T14:12:00.007+08:00

sister celebrated has birthday last week with her friends.
she got this bunch of Starbucks Coffee from my cousin, so awesome.

the coffee smell is really strong, really nice.

also celebrated friend's birthday last week. i have to say the cakes were yummy though the day
wasn'tquite that enjoyable. what can i do.

#148 yeah so what.

2010-04-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

im depressed.

..is there even a day where i'm not depressed?

they're usually for the same reasons...

brb leaning on non-existing shoulder.

#147 pain.

2010-04-06T19:08:00.004+08:00

Yeah I pretty much got stung by a bee. Hurts when it happened but I went home quickly and mom slopped honey all over my finger. Because of that I was late for my Add Maths class ): Nothing big happened. *____*

#146 ....halp?

2010-03-24T21:30:00.004+08:00

[ﾟдﾟ]
Physics, Chemistry and History exam tomorrow and I seriously have not touched any books.

OTL ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

#145 happiest memories ever.

2010-03-22T15:00:00.004+08:00

I am never going to forget March 20, 2010.
There are no better words to describe what had happened and what I felt ♥
F(X) Hyuk. F(X) Wook. Creepy Sulli. Crying Jungsoo, Hae, Hyukjae.
And I could finally listen to Baby Baby and Beautiful live, you have no idea how long I've waited.
Honestly I am going to cry everytime I listen to ★Shining Star, especially the part where the VCR appears and all those "ELF saranghae" are played (live version). Gosh. ;_____;

Henmi was the best thing ever, I swear.

Kangin, I love you.

강인아, 난 정말 오빠을 사랑 해요.
콘서트에서 오빠가 볼 수없는 하지만, 난 아직도 오빠가 기억해.
말레이시아 다음 번에 오빠가 와서, 내가 "NO.1 HANDSOME GUY 강인" 플래카드를 개최한다!
사랑해, 사랑해, 너무 너무 사랑해. ♥

#144 lumpyumma.

2010-03-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

It's 1.32 in the morning and I have to wake early tomorrow but yeah.
Cuz I love my wifey.

Happy 18th! You're legal :D Now go sneak soju for me and gummy bears from noona's closet. You have many more birthdays to spend with me~

Cuz Kangin loves Teukie and Teukie loves Kangin.

#143 everyday i SHOCK

2010-03-15T22:43:00.004+08:00

I finally went to collect my lightstick today. So excited when I got it, lol. At first I ordered with RM25. That time was around.. January? The day when I bought my Sushow2 ticket. There was actually a larger one but that one didn't look ori... furthermore this small one was inside the glass box, kk. I didn't really understand the large one about the three lights feature. It has three different lights or three blinking style or what I don't understand. ): I bought this to be safer, haha.

When I collected it the aunty told me now they're selling it at RM20 only, so she asked me go choose anything that is worth RM5. Seriously. That everything is like above RM5 -_- In the end my friend suggested me to get the fan cause the concert is probably going to get hot. They only had Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Heechul, Ryeowook and Eunhyuk. ): And since Hyukjae's one of my favourite... 8D

Got home and tried out my lightstick. It's like. So bright. Immediately in love with it.

I really saved my first concert for Suju. I remember dreaming (and kind of vowing) that I'm going to be one of the ELFs who is going to be waving the sapphire blue lightstick one day. It's coming true, really, I'm so excited ♥

#142 some stupidity.

2010-03-06T17:34:00.005+08:00

I don't know who or why or how, but some no brained people from either one of the above 6 stories have just threw black paint (may it be marker or watercolour ink) out of their balcony - in resulting my clothes hanging out there to dry, yes my clothes - are all spotted with black.

They're not coming off. And you don't expect me to use bleach on my coloured clothes. Damn. Even the school uniform.

Why in the world do you even want to throw some ink out of your damn balcony?! Those garbage bins and sinks exist for a reason. You probably have a really screwed brain to do that. Screw you.

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉヽ(`Д´)ﾉ #$%^&*(

#141 erm.

2010-02-28T00:17:00.004+08:00

truth or lies.
betrayed and hurt.
one or six. (or seven)
happy ending or the main character dies. 혹.

#140 annoyed. tired. dead.

2010-02-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

There was a program at school for the whole day today. The class was full so had to sit right behind with my friend. Can hardly hear or listen what that guy is talking about in front, seriously. :\ Tired my best not to doze off.

Well there's this Form 3 guy students sitting behind me and then one of them suddenly pointed to his friend and called him Shindong. ...fanboy? lol. His friend said nothing but the guy keeps calling him Shindong, explaining to him that he's the 'fattest' out of the group. Idc, but what annoys me is the popularity of Super Junior. It's not like I don't want them to be popular.

It's just that. Temporary fans. Fake fans. Idk, idc. ;( Sorry Sorry has became too hot in Taiwan. And the only Suju song I've heard other people singing in my school is Sorry Sorry. Hey, there's Neorago. There's Don't Don.

I also heard Nobody at the train station yesterday. ...-_- too outdated or smth.

#139 one off my wishlist.

2010-01-21T21:23:00.004+08:00

Sushow 2 is finally in Malaysia, and I defo got my hands on the tickets.

♥
Seat 001. Hopefully a members actually appears out of nowhere beside me rofl.

I actually had a lot to say. I forgot. Yay.

#138 first day of school.

2010-01-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

school kind of sucks today. the teachers were already high alert on the damn discipline and had more CCTVs. i'm have the same english teacher for the 3rd year this year, but it's not like i dislike her or something rofl. and the same sports teacher for the 2nd year this year. we have new teachers and one of them are teaching us history. dnw, he looks fierce. a discipline teacher fyi. ;-; at least there are fun teachers for chemistry and civics. pfft. anwyays the add maths teacher sucked. i have no word good enough to describe her (or its just my vocab. :3)

haha, early in the morning after assembly the headmistress brought those who got good grades in PMR for breakfast at the canteen. just fried rice and teh tarik though. it wasnt even delicious. -_-

mom & dad basically is stopping me from going online for more than 2 hours on weekdays. ): fuck fandoms. fuck SPM.

anyways. /secretadvertisement. just. if you like or are interested in fcuz. join? im ♪해피 btw. omg mod for first time i iz so dazed and happy. ;-;

#137 merry christmas.

2009-12-24T21:07:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas. ;)
Thank god, my Xmas is not ruined. I'm grateful ♫ It may not be Straight As like my friends, but still. Ah~ I want to thank those who always wished me luck, I really appreciated it. I do remember your words when doing PMR and so. ^^;; /crazy. Thanks again sweethearts. ♥ My favourite people on earth, himnae. Hyungs and Ying <3

I've changed my background music to Jaebeom and Junsu's White Christmas. Please listen it till the end, it's only a minute and half. There's a little message I love a lot at the end. ♥

No Christmas party for me. ):

#136 Happy... nah.

2009-12-21T16:54:00.010+08:00

Well. This is not the best birthday I have in 15 years if my existence.

Morning was fine at first. I had to wake up at 6.30am to get to my Add Maths class. I came home and got the computer running. Reading about 2PM was really heartwarming, it makes me feel Jaybeom is really going to return. I'm really nervous for my PMR results for this coming Thursday - and everyone bugging me about it. What can I do, I have already taken the test and it won't change a thing if I get good results or not.

The connection was not good nor bad, but there was really nothing to do - one in Langkawi, one in Kuantan (i think she's back lol.) , one in Taiwan, one no connection one got school. :\ My current friends (not the ones mentioned) hardly care what the heck of the occasion it is. Okay. Brb rewatching Wild Bunny for the 97434534 time.

Then I decided to go nap until I woke up at 4.30pm and get all trembly over the Hangeng issue. Wtf? (Oh I like that END OF THE WORLD ಥ_ಥ tag omona has on the post.) Right after Jay and GD? Please. Stop this. Comment threads are pretty fun to read though. They make me realise stuffs. (One, two, three) I don't want the same DBSK thing happening. Shit just got real, 2009 is not the year you want to live. 2009 would really be a fucking disaster for me is my results aren't that acceptable. I don't even want to curse, but yeah.

And then attention was on my brother, he got sick; fever. It's not like should be throwing a tantrum over my sick brother. But yay, I get to stay home and eat porridge along with him and not at the steak house eating my favourite grill fish. ...I was throwing a tantrum though, watching Idol Army S3 EP11, they went on sliding thing(?) with girl's arms around them and I have decided to go all for the Khunwoo couple and hate Jay for 0.1 second for sabotaging Wooyoung to let Junho win. Period. :) I also wanted to make dad get me the 2oneday international hoodie with all 11 on it but it is going to RM200+ wtf T-T

And my mom just biatched at me. Shit.

2009 go die in a hole. I wonder what is awaiting us on 31st December. Well, there's still 6 hours to go before my ~~special~~ day ends. Say, I will just go watch Mubank with 6 performing members in 2PM.

I don't even know why I actually couldn't wait for my birthday to come all this while. But of course, there are some of you who truly made me smile. Thank you, bbs.

#135 dead

2009-12-16T20:12:00.003+08:00

PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. PMR results are coming out on the Dec 24th. Christmas Eve oh shit wtf government trying to ruin ~~everyone's~~ my Christmas like shit omfg /dead.

#134 squiggly worms are annoying. seriously.

2009-12-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

this ain't the first time getting worms in my rambutans.
it's the second, to be exact.

i first used to open rambutans with my teeth, because my mother taught me so. then i saw the worm before i ate and freaked out and immediately threw the rambutan. it was ages ago. fortunately (maybe) i was not traumatized (yet), i still love eating them.

now i open them with my hands no matter how hard it is. i love rambutans. :D this time i saw the green, watery, squiggly worm coming out from the center of the seed. I SERIOUSLY FREAKED OUT. ewww. T-T i think i am traumatized already. ;-; i watched it move on the table heh. very much lol. i made dad throw the rambutan and worm away lol.

mom left two rambutans for me, i made her open them up for me. :\ i was really hesitating whether to eat it or not, after checking and shaking it, yeah i ate it. it's one of my favourite fruit after all.

dad bought back another bunch of them today. this time it is swarmed with ants homg. ;-; i am making mangoes number one on my favourite fruit list. T-T

I HATE YOUUUUUUUU!

#133 bored. ):

2009-11-29T21:03:00.006+08:00

Sigh. There's only one month of holiday left.
Khun is crying with me. ;-;
click for full size because it is effin adorable khun. obey me.

Too bored until I had to make origamis to fill up me time.

took me a week to make it until the way it is now. and it's still isn't finished lol.
i need to finish the back of the head and its arms and eyes and legs.

oh yay add maths class tomorrow. i still havent finish my work,
i have... /counts. 3 hours left. damn. D;

#132

2009-11-20T19:08:00.005+08:00

)))): this so hard. i... am posting this everywhere lol.

anyways. my friends are going to celebrate my birthday in maybe TS or MV who wants to come? ;D it's not confirmed yet though. we've been friends for 3 years, i have already celebrated three times of my friend's bday while this is my first. they actually planned one last year but then ALL lazy to go, give excuses no money like always so.. yeah.

~~fucking neglected. sometimes i dont even know why i even fucking care. kbai going to eat dinner.~~

#131

2009-11-19T14:05:00.001+08:00

#130 complains.

2009-11-08T14:09:00.003+08:00

i don't get some people who complains how boring life after pmr is. i mean, didnt they wish pmr would be over before that? didnt they want freedom from all those school days, studying? just fyi i'm having so much fun enjoying my life, well just before the results are announced. i don't even have enough time doing what i want to do. i have dramas and movies to watch, new songs to listen to and artistes to ~~stalk~~ follow. ~~not~~ surprisingly it all leads to kpop. :| i suppose kpop gives me life.. or maybe no life at all. other than that i have storybooks to finish. "Do Elephants Ever Forget?", "Memories That Glow in the Dark." ;D sadly have new add maths and maths assignment to finish. fck tuition for starting form 4 so effin early, with the reason "you have to start add maths early so you can fit in school when you start next year." :\

#129 minho fanaccount

2009-10-26T19:25:00.004+08:00

~~i wouldn't call this a fan account because i was late, but i still went anyway ;D~~

My friend and I went at 12pm. I actually thought we were going to wait for that whole 5 hours - but we watched 'Chaw: Man eating creature' at 3.50pm in Timesquare. The movie ended at 5.50pm, by the time we reached Sungei Wang it was 6pm. We were looking for the stage, and suddenly we heard screams and I went, "THAT SIDE." We rushed to the side and squishing our way through. Playboy was doing promotions - wrong day. They were like so mad asking all fans to move over. I couldn't see properly, the medias were taking pictures of Minho holding the Etude House product I guess. After a few minutes Minho went backstage to get ready for the fan signing event so we went to look for another place, we can't see anything from the current. While going around a women in her 20s asked us who was that and we said Lee Minho. She was like, "Who?!" Lmao.

We changed to several places and got tired looking for one decent one. ); We stopped at one, but then when all fans went on stage to the signature I can see NOTHING but females crowding pretty boy. Later we went up the escalator and apparently I see Minho's head right down there and took a picture, hahah. ♥

We pretty much found a place - 2nd floor; at a corner; squatting down; VERY limited space. And there was a butt above me so yeah. ;D But that place was one of the best? The women left after a while, I had more space. I took numerous pictures but my hand was shaking thus I couldn't take decent pictures. But there are only one or two good ones. I closed up to the maximum, but it was my sister's camera, I didn't know the features. Until I went home and experimented I SO EFFIN' REGRET. I could take better pictures with those features. T^T

My fancam. This was ending where Minho was asked to give a speech and say goodbye. ):

My head was telling me to stalk the backstage but oh well. Hahah.
will edit this entry to add link to photo album ;)

#128 butterflies in my stomach.

2009-10-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

My friend and I actually applied as a clothes promoter at TS. :x I'm going to cancel it, hahah. The man stilll haven't contacted anyway, and I think the there are already enough people working there. Because the work time is totally unreasonable. 10AM-10PM. I have to stand for 12 hours? I'll be paid RM800 though, including 1% commission would total up to RM900. Still. I reach home at around 11PM, then bath and get ready for bed and wake up at 7AM and get ready for another day at work - repeating the same thing for one whole month. I'll even be using RM200 for my transport fee and lunch and dinner. It seriously doesn't make sense. >.> So... after thinking for sometime, I'd rather not work. Guess I'm still still not up to it. It's not like I'm not getting any money ~~for doing nothing at home~~ from dad. He says just to tell him if I need money, hahah. Furthermore I'd lose my fangirling time. Big grin. I want to totally enjoy my holidays, because next year is when real torture starts.

On the other hand. I am actually half excited that Lee Minho is coming in... 6 days. I mean it's been a while Korean artistes come by this friggin country. I'm sure sales for Etude House will increase, rofl. Hmm. My friend would definitely want to go. I recommended her BOF earlier this year but she didn't want to watch. Then she watched it because her neighbour has the CD. Now she's totally head over heels for Hyunjoong and Kimbum. Sigh. On the bright side I can totally fangirl with her now. Lately she's into Gackt - after watching 2006 MKMF on 8TV. PFFT. 8D

For school - Cadbury Chocolate factory and Dominoes Pizza factory(?) for school trip, wuhoo! We get to bring back chocolates! :D Someday on November.

And I own Jjong's fingers and hair! WUHOO :D

#127 so much fun.

2009-10-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

i finally beat the boss on devil may cry 3. been doing for ages. finallyyyyyy!

okay nevermind that. 8D going to find a job tomorrow morning. wuhoo. i slept at 2am and woke at 2pm today. then i went gaming rofl. watching dramas later. 4 more days of freedom then theres school and tuition to attend again.

hahah you guys on my tagboard make me so happy.

happy birthday aiden lee. anchovy loves you.

your picture makes my blog distorted.

#126 vous êtes un français addict .

2009-10-14T20:14:00.007+08:00

I AM BACK.

► PMR was...sigh. If there isn't 7A, hopefully there's 6. Science teacher was so much lol today. She came and asked my friend and I which paper was the easiest. English and Geography. Then she asked us which paper was the toughest. She went, "Don't tell me it's Science." My friend and I looked at each other grinning and we told her it was Science and emphasized Paper 2, hahah.
► Vous êtes un français addict, Vivienne hyung.
► Today at school, nothing to do. Morning till recess was the book returning, then after recess totally nothing to do at all. D,E,F,G,H,I classes had to go listen to lectures while the ABC classes get to stay at the hall, doing nothing. 8D Benefits being in top class? I feel like a stuck up person now, hahah.
►I'm going to look for a job. It was actually planned that I go sell phones in my friend's sister's store, but it isn't confirmed yet. Yes, the shop isn't even open or exist yet. = = My friend and I planned to go work at Timesquare together. We will go watch movies everyday after work, hehee. I love her. ♥ I currently want to go watch Surrogates, A Perfect Getaway and most importantly: Chaw. We'd go watch Sorority Row and Final Destination 4, if only it wasn't for 18 and above.
► This is so much fail. Kyu and Siwon acting like they know what Henry's talking about. The others are... lol. Even just focusing on Hae makes you laugh like wtf. Yes Siwon, Toronto. Kyu looked like he's trying to put everything Henry said into his brains like music. Kyu: Oh Yeah! 8D
► Is it only me, who isn't interested in MBLAQ or B2ST? Maybe I should just go check them out. AJ. ;D

My schedule for the week:
eat sleep tv computer sleep ps2 eat eat sleep ndsi sleep sleep eat tv computer ps2 eat and result in gaining 10kgs by the end of the month. ♥

Ring, Ding, Dong. ♪♫

THE ROTTEN NINJA.

#125 up, up and away.

2009-09-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

hiatus.
~~until further notice.~~ until hae's birthday.

take care ♥

can someone tell me where is this from. its my first time seeing a bunch of crazy people doing crazy poses for the camera right after coming out of the plane... or something. hyukjae and hae looks much more enthusiastic than heenim. anyways, hangeng doesnt care what theyre doing.

#124 100th day anniversary ♥

2009-09-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

happy 100th day anniversary babe. random facebook quiz got us together, roflmao. alabyu so much ♥ our relationship may sound weird but.. its there. fyi, am not letting ming into the room tonight. or under the bed. or in the closet. or anything of that sort. wuhoo. lap dance, hyung?
and yay! bunnyming is officially 100 days old!

paewhee ♥ erika ♥ aria

#123 more please.

2009-09-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

these things are the most adorable things ever. i swear.

my milk toof ;D ickle! ♥

#122 it pretty much sucks.

2009-09-27T03:05:00.002+08:00

dad is looking down on me, he said i wouldnt get 7As while my cousin could. as many times i told myself to get 7As, it wouldnt work, i still wont get the enthusiasm. im not looking down or anything but that cousin is kind of... different from me. ill just skip the explanations. grans told that cousin that i study every day at home and nagged at him, but i know what i do everyday at home. to think the holidays this week, i have NEVER, never hit the books. i feel guilty. i feel so fucked up. there are pretty much benefits if i get 7As. well, there are no loses at all. dad will get me a lot of stuff, but that is not what im aiming for. neither the benefits from tuition center nor praises from everybody. i told dad that i will bring the 7As back home. i told everyone who looked down at me that im going to bring 7As back home and people who supports me too, basically, everybody -.- (well actually i told myself those two things). great, now i'm all screwed up. so. who shall i dedicate my 7As to....

...me, myself and i.

#121 something to say.

2009-09-27T01:35:00.002+08:00

DEAR SYAHIIROH. MY RYEOWOOKIE. ;D You think you're the only fat person on earth? Milk ftw, yes. ;D To be honest, I have never had a real talk with my relatives before. They talk and I just smile. I'm serious. I'm not really close with them but they are my relatives, sounds sad, no? NGL, I'm fat and ugly too. ;D You haven't seen pictures of me before, have you? Now you know the reason. My friends would actually comment on someone based on their appearances. To think of it, I wondered how I became friends who are much prettier and appeals more than me. Why did they even make me my friend? There was once when my friend actually said I'm big boned than fat. Of course I'm happy with that comment, my mom said it too, but in my heart and only I know that I AM fat. Seriously. Like you said, no one knows who you are deep down other than yourself. You think you're the only one bigger than you sister?! My sister is 22, I'm going to be taller, but already heavier and bigger than her. How sweet. I can't even fit into her clothes, rofl. It is even hard to look for clothes outside! I'm just a little tad BIT close to 'Heavier than normal' in my Physical Education BMI report. For now, I'm still normal. My friend, who is actually 35kg, yes 35, says SHE IS FAT AND WANTS TO SLIM DOWN. I went WTF, WTF! What does she mean, shes 35kg and she's saying she's fat, then what about me?! Good lord, please. I'm the shortest and fattest among my friends, yay. Even when my friends go out to meet new friends, do you think they notice me? They only notice her, and only her. It does hurt. It's hurt so much, thousands and millions of arrows stabbing into your heart, what? Now cheer up would you. No one wants to be fat. Who wouldn't want to be perfect? And this is how I turn to music, I listen to them when I get emo and stuff. I do cry along too sometimes. But hey, no one notices. I turn myself to the music world, where all the fangirling happens and the only person you ever believe and trust, is that guy. Or those guys to be exact, Kangin, Eeteuk, Eunhyuk, Super Junior!, Tablo, etc. I suppose its Ryeowook for you. ;) I know how it feels. Tell me when things go wrong okay? I'll be here for you. ♥

#120 the day i met my wifey.

2009-09-26T22:39:00.005+08:00

ming, i told you i saw umma munching your cookies. i did see her munching them. look!

caught red handed. D<

the world of geng. hangeng omgroflrofl.

♥

looks like geng, no? now go and grab one geng home from this pile of geng. 8D

and the next thing i saw is - ttangkkoma and his newly made friends dancing ritual dances. epik.

wifey. pocky and ice cream ran out i wonder who ate them all ,so i got you mcflurry instead.

nom nom nom? ;D

#119 time is running out, will you chase it for me?

2009-09-26T16:53:00.004+08:00

i think imma get a haircut. a short fringe swept to the side. maybe not. maybe. if only heechul and amber's hairstyle are eligible for school, @#$%^&#)%^. mom is going to make me straighten my hair during the next holidays. and FOS in mid valley have really really REALLY pretty clothes. D: mom said we can get new shirts there the next CNY, wuhoo.and the last thing i ever need now is insomnia. and i dont need stress too, yeah.....

... fyi, this is my favourite font.

#118 missed the chance.

2009-09-25T17:44:00.004+08:00

awww. D: sister just turned the channel were an entertainment news were broadcasting - about the asia song festival's performers. just when she turned big bang were performing, then they reported about 2ne1, snsd, agnes monica and a china performer. WHYYYY. i was waiting for my 13 11 boys. i suppose SJ was reported before big bang. ;-; sorry sorry. sorry i got all hyped up and had to say this. now she turned to mubank and then another channel quickly. evil thing much.

#117 paying visits.

2009-09-25T16:47:00.003+08:00

went to gran's over the weekend. i have to say i miss puppy. ;D and my gran of course. ummm..i don't really know the puppy's name, so yeah. it's really cute and its hard to take a decent photo when he (or she) just keeps moving around. it seem to love being under chairs. ._.

♥

♥

sadly it's friday already, school starts in 2 more days. ngl, it sucks. seriously pmr is just around the corner, i hope someone can give me some enthusiasm and make me study for my own good. i can't seem to hit on the books without falling asleep or lazing on the bed especially when the table is just next to the bed, and you can have the whole room to yourself blasting music and a very comfortable air conditioner to accompany you. somehow its pretty annoying. i feel like skipping school and lock myself in my room but theres no good reason to. hey enne and tiff hyung. are you both praying for me yet. >.> ming and wifey - i'll buy you loads of cookies if i manage 7As. and i deserve some ice-cream if i really get 7As, no? ;DD ♥

#116 they all ain/t subtle.

2009-09-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

roflmao.

another roflmao.

myk and mith. i love them to death. so much priceless expressions. i loled pretty much and was really satisfied, until it ended so abruptly and had to be continued. -.-

and youngwoon needs some serious cuddling. i guess he wasn't really in the mood at sushow ii hk yesterday. heenim ily. ♥

#115 in my hands.

2009-09-13T15:49:00.001+08:00

Went and watch Final Destination yesterday. Well... almost. It was rated 18SG, my friends persuaded me to act matured so we could get into the cinemas and watch it. Unfortunately we had to prove we were 18, so we had to watch another Singaporean comedy instead. It was pretty funny. :D

After 2 weeks without a phone. Dad finally got me LG Cookie, oufhauoefa!!!! I thought he wouldn't get it for me since he said it was kinda pricey. Sadly... it was a bribe. There's only 25 days left to finals, and he expects me to get all As, or he'll take it back. Ugh. T-T

Super Junior M. :D Henry had lost some of his baby fat on the cheeks. Ngl, he gotten really manly and matured. :DDD Zhoumi and Hae were as hot, I was spazzing so badly while watching the teaser. I want Monday to come now~

#114 this not helping.

2009-09-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

©viviennechong

#113 my cousins are going to korea ;-;

2009-09-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

... but i'm not. ;-;
they came back from MATA fair last night and got many brochures for tours to Korea. the prices were pretty cheap, they might as well go this year. my sister might be going along too, without me. I WANT TO GO. ;---------------; someone bring me there, please.

#112 here comes torture.

2009-08-30T20:52:00.005+08:00

School starts on Tuesday, I'm not done vacation yet. T-T
And tonight will have to sleep late because of fireworks, national day yeah.

PMR...torture. T-T
I can't manage the ones I have to memorize, but I can do the writing ones.
Oh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. And dad still hasn't gotten me a phone yet, no. D:

LG COOKIE, please.

Anyways, this is yehdork.

But he's so adorable, kyaaa. ♥

But then Ming on the other hand is too serious, kkk.

Yehdork also influences Kyubb.

I wonder what he's laughing at. ♪♫
So nice to see them having fun while performing.

But seriously when are you guys coming to Malaysia. T-T
AND CHANSUNG BB. Reply me so that Viv can buy me my Sushow 2 tickets. D:

Credit: as tagged (haemul)
Shared/Reupload by Blue`Princez@SJ-WORLD.NET

#111 it was an almost perfect vacation.

2009-08-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

I took pretty pictures. Many of them indeed. :DD The view on the mountain was really pretty. Full of mist and it was really cold. When I came down the mountain(on the way back) it became really hot though. -.- Went for indoor rides the first day. Bumper cars, Snow World, and Haunted House but it looked scary and I'm too scared to go on it. D:

On the second day we went outdoors. It was damn cold. T-T Roller coasters ftw. :DD There was also Pirate Ship ride, I think it's a new ride. My sister dragged me to it. I also wanted to try it, it looked fun. But when the ride started I got nervous and it went higher, my fingers were shaking. *___* Then there was this funfair games. The dolphin plushies were so cute. D: But I couldn't win them. T-T

It was pretty fun, until -

- I lost my phone on some ride. The funny thing is, my friend's brother who went there last week lost his too. Oooh. I think it's weird that my father wasn't mad at me, but my mother was. I'm just hoping that I'll get the LG Cookie that I want all along. It's much cheaper than Sony Ericsson w705. :D

#110 G-G-G-G Baby Baby Baby, GD GD GD Baby Baby

2009-08-18T18:50:00.005+08:00

H E A R T breaker.

In love much? On replay ever since download :D Loving the music video kkkk. Heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. /spazz. And Happy Birthday Kwon Jiyong. Mother came home today with two bags of Korean drama DVDs. She said her friends finished watching them and she doesn't want them anymore. One bag was full with old, i mean OLD dramas, while the other one is much recent. I was hoping there would be I'm Sorry, I Love You but no. D: But there was Hwang Jini yay :D Also Hello! My Lady, Queen of the Game and Thank You. Mother also said that Father reserved a room this Saturday to Genting Highlands. -w- Looks like I have my one week holiday planned after all. ♥

#109 summer carnival___♥

2009-08-11T18:28:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for summer so I can go to summer carnivals.
Wait. It's summer all year long here. ;P.
Anyways there's a one week long holiday next week! :DDD /enlightened
Sadly I don't have plans though. And I'm bored enough as it is already.
I hope you guys are having fun.

#108 trying hard and hard and hard

2009-08-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

again and again and again.

k.
calm down.
trials are nothing.
maybe i should get myself `2pm desserts` after trials are over.
in the meantime should work hard for PMR as tuition teacher says if we get 6As and above she'll bring us eat korean food. WOOT. TIMEZ TO SHOW OFF KOREAN SKILLZ.

#107 only look at me.

2009-08-03T22:25:00.008+08:00

You may only be someone in the world, but to someone else, you may be the world. Don't frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Courage, sacrifice, determination, commitment, toughness,heart, talent, guts. That's what little girls are made of; the heck with sugar and spice. A slight touch of friendly malice and amusement towards those we love keeps our affections for them from turning flat. Our friends should be companions who inspire us, who help us rise to our best.

Erika, from strangers to friends to wifey. ♥ I love you to bits and nothing is going to change that. My muffin. MINE. No touchy or I'll bite you. D<. Aria, thank you for accompanying Erika dand I? Did I mention I am stealing Ming tonight? I love you. ♥ Vivienne, someday I am so going back to Taman Desa and meet you and call you bananakhun - wait, bananaviv now. Teehee. ;D The dancing banana family- now don't kill me off if I missed any of you out. -.- Kyra, best fanfiction writer. TIFFANY LEE KAH FONG. :D Suying, Paulexie, Dila, Joseff, Xineen, Syahiiroh, Emma, Cesckii, Arlo. You know you guys are so awesome. ♥ Then there's Norfy, Sarah, Penny, sweetest unnies around. Not forgetting Chloe, Mia, Jasmine, Denise, Nhi. Those who are not mentioned doesn't mean I don't like you, just that we need to talk more, we'd be great friends. Super Show 2, here I come. PMR I am not afraid of you. SO not. Trial next week, I am working my butt off. No pain no gain I guess.

#106 nothing feels right anymore.

2009-07-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

˙ǝɹoɯ ou ǝʌıl oʇ ʇuɐʍ ˙dn ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ ƃuıʌıƃ ǝʞıl lǝǝɟ ı

nevermind. stress. school. exam. overall performance. i feel so shitty right now. useless. bitching, yeah, whatever. i shall just go grab some oreos.

#105 2nd korean encounter

2009-07-27T15:04:00.003+08:00

♫ we went and visit that ahjusshi again. this time we ordered jajjangmyun.
i was eating halfway but i remembered to take a picture ♥

the set.

my first jajjangmyun!

the kimchi that came with the set. it tasted soury spicy. ;P
was too much, i couldnt finish it. -.-

♫ the last thing i want is SM announcing places they're visiting for sushow 2.

♫ i'm deciding to get a LG Cookie. But i also like LG Arena. 8D
i would probably stick to cookie. kkkkk.

♫ remixing the human soul album = win. needs to be sold here fast.

pokes jagiya.

#104 korean encounter

2009-07-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

♫ I'm on Facebook, in case you guys didn't know.
I will only add people I know though, mian. But you can try adding, rofl.

♫ Met Korean ahjusshi. 8D
My friend and I went to a food court at shopping centre and saw Korean food sold. I wanted to try the ddubokgi but the indicator written there has 5 chillies, very spicy and I can't eat spicy food. D:
While looking at the menus an ahjusshi around the 30s came out from the kitchen and smiled at us both.
Rofl. My friend ordered Son Dubu from the waitress standing at counter.
Then suddenly we looked at him and he said "bofuhfalbf?" Korean omg.
We were like, eh? And he repeated what he said. XD
I went, "Mollayo, mollayo." Omg failed Korean.
He smiled and pointed at the menu 'Son dubu', my friend nodded her head and said yeah yeah.
She paid and gave her money, he said 'Kamsahamnida', I immediately said 'Chonmaneyo' without thinking.
He smiled again but yay I got the words right. :D
We waited for the food to arrive at the counter.
Ahjusshi came out from the kitchen and handed us the food on tray. I kept whispering to my friend to say Thank you. She did, then he also replied the same thing.
I wanted to talk more but I suppose no one can stand my failed Korean. 8D
We decide to go and eat and meet the ahjusshi next time we go there. XD
Must. Repair. My. Korean.

♫ I. AM. LISTENING. TO. SUSHOW. NAO. \O/
Too bad i have to go out later for dinner in the middle of sushow. -.-
Wifey lets stowaway together. ♫♫♫♫

#103 glee.

2009-07-12T16:33:00.002+08:00

GLEE.
why cant foreigners sign up for ELF. D<

ayfiafi, LJ is not cooperating with my connection?
Need to reply to people, ugh ugh. D<

#102 my brain is empty.

2009-07-06T18:27:00.004+08:00

it's hardly one month and here comes exam again.
english as usual was fine.
malay was harder.
but i screwed up in my history.
damn.

#101 my friends fell in love

2009-07-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

with Jungsoo Park.
Well, not completely.

Because I always spazz Teuk in front of them.
And they say he is the most good looking in SJ - besides Fish. D:
One said she does not like SJ, not hate, just not yet fangirling, she only likes the songs she've heard before -
U, Yoriwang and Happiness - I've sung when we went karaoke. ;D

Both fell in love with Sorry Sorry after watching GMA 20. Ironic.
Now during free time between classes they'll ask me to sing it.
And one of them just told me to write the whole romanization for her. -.-

But yay. ;3
They'll eventually fall for them now them they've loved the songs.
Finally, spazzing with RL friends.

#100 The first and only angel that descended to Earth

2009-07-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUNGSOO. ♥

Have fun on your birthday.
Go get a girlfriend.
Stop being all emo and depressed.
It's true when people says you don't look 27 k.
YOU DONT AGE!

★July 01, 2008 Teuk's CY
The day when an angel came down from sky..^^ㅋ

★July 01, 2009 Teuk's CY
..it's not the End..it's an..And..

it rained on the 1st of july..
because the only angel from heavens...
descended to earth..

It's the Angel Disease that you have ♥
Do keep your wings. ^^

One more thing bb,
STOP EATING PAPER AND CONFETTIS.

♥ I LOVE YOU! ♥

Youngwoon take care of him or I'll eat you. D<

#99 this is my #99 post.

2009-06-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

BECAUSE I WANT TO SAVE THE #100th FOR JUNGSOO'S BDAY.
teehees.

yeah im fine now.
still not talking or even looking at her. -.-

and because i got all emo i changed my layout. D:

♥♥ wifey gets all the love ♥♥
notsosecretnote: next time you're going to sleep first.

#98 PAKYU. (no, not you kyu.)

2009-06-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

Please, forgive me cursing?

So I came back home after a tiring day at school.
I took a 4 hour nap, got up and ate dinner - stil feeling drowsy.
Just when I was trying to get myself to fangirl mood -
Sister came all DRAGON on me, saying I used her stuff.

FUCK.

The feeling of being accused when you did nothing.
I kept asking her what the heck did I do, she keep replying YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID.
HOW THE HELL DO I KNOW WHAT I DID WHEN YOU DONT SAY ANYTHING.
We started arguing - screaming and yelling.
I broke down.

Sister said I used her make-up and now it's finished.
SHE EFFIN KNOWS I DONT USE MAKE UPS.
She accused me of using it out of the blue. HECK.

Parents came out of their room with another DRAGON face.
Father got all moody and asked what's wrong to my sister, she went on and said NOTHING in a dragon voice.
Mother scolded US - saying sister should share and blabla WHEN I DIDNT FUCKING TOUCH ANYTHING OF HERS OMFG.
Parents kept saying we should SHARE.
We have never shared anything like forever, you both know it yourself.
Sister said if I want to use it I shold go buy myself. DAMN YOU @#$%^&*(.

I AM NOT IN A FUCKING GOOD MOOD - IM CRYING YES I AM.
I AM TREMBLING - ACCUSED - HEARING LAUGHTER OF MY 7 YEAR OLD BROTHER WATCHING TV.
WTF?!

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

---
I do music when I things like this happen -
Angsty songs like Don't Don, recommend me?

My eyes are all puffy now. ;A; My fingers are still trembling and there were lots of typos.

#97 this is my ideal workplace

2009-06-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

bring me there.

someplace where you can dance whenever you want to.
someplace where you can blog about -
"i was feeling rather stressed today at work, but all that changed when my boss started yelling and dancing behind me with all the weird laughings"

Tukutz hire me.

#96 ★고마워 ★

2009-06-23T16:40:00.001+08:00

사랑해요 고마워요... 기억할께요♥

#95 congratulations and celebrations ☆

2009-06-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGNAE!

Magnae has grown alot, becoming a better person everyday.
Thank you for loving us and giving your best to everybody.
And also for taking care of the members. :)
All the best to our eternal magnae, Ryeowook!
Stay healthy, stay strong, I love you!♥
☆ Endless support for you and Super Junior☆

#94 chocolates = conspiracy.

2009-06-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

My friend came back from Hong Kong vacation and bought chocolates for the classmates.
They;'re like tiny subes - like those Beryl's.
I got 3. :D
I wanted to share it with my brother when I got home but I got stingy and finished them up. >D

#93 does not want D<

2009-06-14T14:29:00.003+08:00

Convo between my cousins and I
-CousinA, CousinB, C(Cousins' Friend)
Total LOL. They're all Cassies. :|

They came for steamboat yesterday and wandered into my newly renovated room - full with SJ posters and me displaying my Sushow DVD. XD
C was like 'oh you like SJ ?'. I went YEAH. OF COURSE.
But she said she dislike Ryeowook most D:
That's because she watched an episode of EHB, the swimming episode.
She said the members all dived into the water but he slowly went inside like a small kid.
She also said he is very girly and kiddy lol.
And that's why she dislike him. :|

Then they talked about SJM.
They all actually thought Henry was added into SJ. ;P
I told them just SJM.
They also said Hangeng is from China, you know right?
IM AN ELF, LIKE DUH LOL.
C told that Henry was supposed to be added into DBSK first.
B went NO! C said 'Yeah, thats what I thought. NO! XD'

Because the got the Hangeng/Kyuhyun/Kangin poster from Version A CD they asked whether my favourite is Geng. XD
I told no, its Teuk.
I wanted to say Eunhyuk though, but his and Yesung's name in Chinese is hard to say so I just told TEUK. 8D
C went OHHHH THE OLDEST ONE.
I can just give the yeah.. oldest one face. XD
They looked at my Version B poster and tried to guess which is Teuk, lol.
I forgot who they chose and said its Teuk... so Teuk is not old after all. XDD
C said her favourite is Kibum. ;)

Then CousinB saw my Sushow DVD and asked for a look (and touch).
I gave it to her and she asked how much was it. I said RM30.
She went O_________O because the DBSK ones were much more expensive. -.-
C (or was it CousinA) said that Eunhyuk's pretty hilarious.
I was like YEAH YEAH YEAH TOTALLY.

LOL.
Later that night we played GTA on PS2.
They never played it before, so they tried.
They were ?_? on the game but ROFLMAOWTFBBQ SO HARD when they hit and kill and died and get chased by police and steal cars - etc.
It wont be funny unless you were to see it for yourself. XD

I had so much fun, lol ♥

#92 iambored iambored iambored iambored

2009-06-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

I AM BORED.

다른 사랑 필요 없어 나는 그냥 너라고
다시 한번 물어 봐도 나는 그냥 너라고
이미 너는 다른 사랑있겠지만
어쩔 수가 없어 다시 돌이킬 순 없어 Oh~
니 눈빛이 들어오던 순간에
가슴 깊은 못을 박던 순간에
미련 없이 바로 너를 선택했어

Oh 난~
그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~) 시간이 흘러도
Oh 난~
널 사랑한다 말해도 천번 만번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~) 시간이 흘러도
Oh 난~

Oh Oh Only4U Oh Oh Only4U
Oh Oh Only4U Oh Oh Only4U
Oh Oh Only4U Oh Oh Only4U
Oh Oh Only4U

아무 말도 필요 없어 난 그냥 너라고
너무 늦었다고 해도 난 그냥 너라고
잘못된 사랑인 걸 알고 있지만
포기할 수 없어 절대 놓칠 수는 없어 Oh oh~
차디찬 내 입술은 또 부르네
뜨거웁게 너를 찾아 외치네
불러봐도 대답없는 너이지만
널 기다린다고

Oh 난~
그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~) 시간이 흘러도
Oh 난~
널 사랑한다 말해도 천번 만번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~) 시간이 흘러도
Oh 난~

O-o-only for you O-o-only for you
난 너라고 너라고 나는
왜 모르니? 왜 모르니?
난 너라고 너라고 나는 난~

그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고 (난 상관 없다고)
누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고 (널 바라봐 Hey~)
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~) 시간이 흘러도 (흘러도 Ah~ oh yeah~)
Oh 난~
널 사랑한다 말해도 천번 만번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불타고 마른 입술 닳도록 (입술 닳도록 Oh baby~)
나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고 (째깍째깍~)
시간이 흘러도
Oh 난~

너라고 너라고
난 너뿐이라고
너라고

#91 /emoteuk makes emopae......

2009-06-10T21:39:00.004+08:00

~~....or maybe just telepathy. ♥~~

I want to hide myself from everyone ; the world.
Usually happens when I get busy; emo; tired; unsatisfied; wtfing; does not like.
Not feeling good.

Don't ask, I love you all.

I might type up a confession soon, ~~A Friend's Confession,~~ for the ones I love.
You know you are loved by me ♥

Yes I'm a weirdo yes I admit - but I'm loving it.

#90 fool the unfoolable

2009-06-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

you can't fool me wei bb.
lol she's so silly. you think your korean is better than mine >D

she opens her phone and says she wants to test my korean.
then she reads 'namjachingu issesoyo?'
>D i trick her my asking whether is it 'namjachingu issoyo.'
then she says no and smirked. D:

i finally said its 'do you have a boyfriend' and then she gives me a
OMGWTFBBQ look.

i repeat, YOU CANT TRICK ME WEI BB.
I've learnt Korean more than you. ♥
i still love you, oh well.
work on your 'noh mwoni? babo' and 'dwaejee' pronunciation. ♥

#89 stalk the unstalkable

2009-06-07T12:58:00.003+08:00

i see many of you are getting twitter.

i decided to join the stalking bandwagon. 8D

STALK ME?

To Do List

1.STALK TABLO

2.STALK TABLO

3.STALK TABLO

4.STALK TABLO

5.STALK TABLO

#88 hear the unhearable

2009-06-05T00:44:00.003+08:00

already day after tomorrow, who cares. 8D

I FINALLY GOT MY VERSION C.

I NOW HAVE ABC.

AND PSSSSSST.
I also bought SUSHOW today.

약속했으니까 우리 지금 꼭 잡은 두손 놓지 말고 함께하자.
Since we promised, let's carry on, holding onto both hands tight without letting go. ♥

Hey I think I want LG Cookie.